I have had several sleepless nights about this - which is really not at all like me - but I am feeling the weight of the pressure. Buying Bertie was all my idea, and now it's completely up to me to make this work.
Anyway, I'm going to try to focus on other things through December and wait until after Christmas to make the next decisions about how to move forward. I have had an email back from 'Awesome', the company in St Ives, suggesting we come and see them to talk further and so we'll try to do that in the New Year.
The children have been having fun playing in Bertie though!
